hold on
may 05, 2009

tonight
at this very moment
4:23 a.m.
i can love you without pain
without all the complications
of reason
of emotion
of drama
of everything

and i know this feeling doesn't last
and i know that it took digging into hell
and stupidly losing myself in heavens that aren't tangible anymore
and getting past that all
it doesn't always get to this point

but for right now, i'm here
at this place
where i can see myself reflected in a quiet television screen
happy
knowing

i am what i am
you loved me once
and at this very moment
i can love you without pain