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i'm boring i made this blog so that i would have something to come back to when i'm feeling lazy - and that's the reason i'm here now. if i were true to my reasoning, i would have posted more over the past couple of days, but overall, things have been pretty busy. today it was 48 degrees fahrenheit. what a miserable way to wake up. i couldn't find my alarm on my night stand to turn it off for what felt like almost 2 minutes. for the next hour or two, i found myself waking up in 10 minute intervals to hit snooze. it's so easy to fall back asleep under the warm covers, and yet so hard not to feel bad about myself for doing so. eventually i got out of bed, showered, and pulled a winter coat that's two sizes too big for me over my body. today was a good day. how strange it is to walk into 48 degree weather and feel as though it's in the seventies. light winds attempted to bring me back to reality: "it's cold outside, feel the sting!" but it's amazing to think of how possible it is to still feel warm on colder days. the sky was waking up. my hair was still wet from the shower. and with less than 5 hours of sleep and an understanding of how stupid i must look in a winter coat two sizes too big, i felt the happiest i've felt in months. well maybe not the happiest - but calmest, for sure. a deep breath of cold air. a warm exhale. visible sighs and palpable thoughts that this was the most beautiful day i've seen all year. i'm so glad i got out of bed. i've been playing and singing these songs a lot recently: i feel so disconnected from you lately that i feel like singing to you. posting up something rough. maybe.
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